Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Vengeful Mermaids


Mermaids in Celtic myths are always beautiful and usually friendly, even helpful to sailors and fishermen. However, when pushed, they can reveal an ugly side. In Scotland, they tell the story of the Knockdolion family who had a large house on the shore near Girvan. At night, a mermaid would come out of the water and sit on a large black rock. There she would comb her long blond hair and sing for hours. The lady of the Knockdolions felt that this serenade was annoying her baby, and ordered her servants to destroy the rock with heavy mallets. When the mermaid returned the next night and saw her favorite seat was gone, she sang:
Ye may think on your cradle--I'll think on my stane;And there'll never be an heir to Knockdolion again."
("Stane" means stone.)
Not long after, the baby's cradle was found overturned, and the baby dead beneath it. All the Knockdolion children died like this soon after they were born and the family became extinct. Celtic myths of destructive mermaids are not common but there are several.

The Goddess Aine


The Goddess Aine has three forms: a mermaid, a young woman and a hag. As a Celtic mermaid she lives at the bottom of Lough Gur (Enchanted Lake). As a young woman she is a powerful creative goddess, who made the fairy people and gave life to the earth. As a hag she defends her realm under the lake.
One day, the Earl of Desmond found Aine in her Celtic mermaid form combing her hair by the lake. He sneaked up on her and stole her magic cloak, which put her in his power.She agreed to bear the Earl a son in exchange for her freedom. This boy grew up to be exceptional in every way, once jumping into and out of a bottle. Later, due to a curse, he was condemned to spend eternity under the lake with his mother.
It is said that once every seven years Lough Gur dries up and you can see the sacred tree at the bottom of it. The tree is guarded by Aine in her hag form, while she knits the fabric of life. A man on horseback once tried to steal her cloth, but Aine made the waters of the lake retrieve the cloth, and a part of the horse as well.
The King of the Gold Mines was once accused of adultery by his wife-to-be because he was given a present by Aine. In her Celtic mermaid form she has made a likeness of him out of magic seaweed. The story ends tragically when the king is killed and his betrothed dies of grief. Mermaid Aine changed the lovers into two palm trees that grow together.



AINE

Aine is one of the Great Goddesses of Ireland. She is a Moon goddess, a Love goddess who encourages humanlove, and the Fairy Queen of Munster. Aine (pronouced 'aw-ne') rules agriculture, fertility, crops, and animals. She was originally a Sun goddess who could take the form of a Lair Derg, a red mare that no one could outrun. It is possible that Aine and Grainne alternated as goddesses of the waning and waxing solar year, changing place at the solstices.
Aine's father, King Egobagal, is one of the Tuatha de Danann. Also called Aine Marine and Aine of Knockaine, she is associated with Dnoc Aine/Knockainy (Aineis Hill_ in Munster, and with Dun Aine (Dunany Point) in County Louth. People with the surname O'Corra are said to be her descendants.
There are several myths about Aine who some say was a mortal woman who was taken and enchanted by the fae. She possesses a magical ring that can reveal faeries. Aine liked humans and often mated with men, producing faery children. She once made a magickal vow to never sleep with a gray-haired man. Aine kept this vow even after her jealous sister Miluchrach used enchantment to turn her beloved Fionnis hair that color. She used magick to kill Aillil Olom, the King of Munster, when he tried to rape her.
There are several stories about how Aine came to marry Gerald, the Earl of Desmond. Gerald came across her bathing in a river and fell in love with her at first site. He stole her cloak and refused to return it until she agreed to marry him. In another version he found Aine combing her hair beside the river, and used her own cloak to capture her. In yet another version, Aine enchanted the Earl, who them married her.
In any case, they had a son, Geroid Iarla, Earl Fitzgerald, who was called The Magician. Gerald who was under a taboo to never show that he was surprised by anything thier son did, but he broke his taboo by exclaiming loudly when Geroid jumped in and out of a bottle. The Magician then turned into a wild goose, and flew away. Disgusted with her human husband, Aine disappeared into Knock Aine. She is said to dwell there still, in a faery castle. Geroid is said to live beneath a lake, but will return one day to expel all foreigners from Ireland. Others say that Geroid rides forth every seven years, as a phanton upon a spectral white horse that is shod in silver shoes.
Invoke Aine for love spells, fertility, faery magick, abundance, prosperity, punishing sex crimes, keeping magickal vows, revealing faeries, bearing magickal children, and leaving unsuitable mates. The Sun and Moon are her planets, South West is her direction, and Air is her element. The red mare, rabbit, and swam are her sacred animals. Midsummer Eve (Summer solstice) is Aine's main feast day, when she is traditionally worshiped with torchlit processions through the fields at night. The first Friday, Saturday, and Sunday after Lughnassad (August 1) are also her sacred days. Some say that she claims a life at that time.

Fade With Me


like moonbeams
dancing across
the pristine snow
like stars in the
blanket of midnight
we'll know
we'll fly on wings
of lover's dreams
our hearts afire
flaming with desire
like children
as they play
we'll be free
in everyway
symphonies
of birds will sing
and whispers
of the trees
waltzing
in the breeze
dizzying love
arms wide open
gaze up above
come dance
with me
come fade away
and lose yourself
in my touch

How do you remember me

you wouldn't recognize me if you saw me
you remember rosy cheeks and smiling eyes
skin soft as a feathered wing
hair flowing in cascades to the ground
a pool of lush locks gathering on the forest floor
and a sweet voice
innocent and beautiful
enchanted a curse? a blessing?
no one knows
and none can tell
the one who can
has been shut upfor the rest of his life
in a cage of a hollow
lifeless log
enchanting, he called me
under a spel
lcaptivated by my so called beauty
and youth, I wore it in my hair
ah the hair, always the hair
not the beauty of the face
or the softness of the skin
but the long, heavy, deadening hair
i've cut it off since then
she doesn't require length
spikes suit me she says
i grow inside of this
hollow towering tree
she knows i can't leave it
no reason for a door
or window
or key
what keeps me there
is she

Reflection


They come they go
they plead
they seek
and everytime
I get to know them
they take a piece
of me with them
scattered fragments
of a broken heart
memories locked away
an aching soul
alone so alone
in a crowd
I wanted understanding
he gave me acceptance
he sought what I sought
and I never knew
I sensed it coming
but couldn't admit it
I was scared
it's been so long
before him that
a male came into my life
and stayed longer than a month
sometimes they wanted advice
sometimes they wanted comfort
sometimes they came not knowing why
and when they found me they cried
and my heart ached for them
empathy got the better of me
it always does
I know it's my path
I thought he was different
on the same level
coasting the same vibes
but with him...dark secret lies
how I held him in my arms
when he cried about her
his smother mother
opened that door
took him into my life
gave him comfort
as he gave me light
he was desperate
pathetic sobbing and crying
pulling me back in
I'd have promised anything
even though he hurt me so deeply
I couldn't bear to listen to that sound
it echoes in my head even now
he's slipping into darkness
as I fade from sight
he could have told me
the confusion and twisted logic
I would have listened
I could have helped
but he closed himself off
locked away behind a facade
of false feelings, living this lie
we're not so different
I live in fantasies and dreams
and he lives with his demons
trying to numb his pain
the agony of confusion
and despair that lives
in his heart, I was never a part
I gave myself
fully and completely
I let down every defense
climbed out of my high-walled tower
when he touched my cheek
but he kept a part of himself
always out of sight
hiding in the shadows
Betrayed, Burdened, Broken
I return now to my tower
where I am safe from loss
and understood completely
and remember that there
were reasons
but I will guard my heart
more fiercely and
trust will be hard won
and only my soul will know
if there really is that true "one"

They come they go
they plead
they seek
and everytime
I get to know them
they take a piece
of me with them
scattered fragments
of a broken heart
memories locked away
an aching soul
alone so alone
in a crowd
I wanted understanding
he gave me acceptance
he sought what I sought
and I never knew
I sensed it coming
but couldn't admit it
I was scared
it's been so long
before him that
a male came into my life
and stayed longer than a month
sometimes they wanted advice
sometimes they wanted comfort
sometimes they came not knowing why
and when they found me they cried
and my heart ached for them
empathy got the better of me
it always does
I know it's my path
I thought he was different
on the same level
coasting the same vibes
but with him...dark secret lies
how I held him in my arms
when he cried about her
his smother mother
opened that door
took him into my life
gave him comfort
as he gave me light
he was desperate
pathetic sobbing and crying
pulling me back in
I'd have promised anything
even though he hurt me so deeply
I couldn't bear to listen to that sound
it echoes in my head even now
he's slipping into darkness
as I fade from sight
he could have told me
the confusion and twisted logic
I would have listened
I could have helped
but he closed himself off
locked away behind a facade
of false feelings, living this lie
we're not so different
I live in fantasies and dreams
and he lives with his demons
trying to numb his pain
the agony of confusion
and despair that lives
in his heart, I was never a part
I gave myself
fully and completely
I let down every defense
climbed out of my high-walled tower
when he touched my cheek
but he kept a part of himself
always out of sight
hiding in the shadows
Betrayed, Burdened, Broken
I return now to my tower
where I am safe from loss
and understood completely
and remember that there
were reasons
but I will guard my heart
more fiercely and
trust will be hard won
and only my soul will know
if there really is that true "one"

Living Without You


I try to find reason
in this madness
you've left me
I never needed
a man in my life
absolutely
I wasn't single
just independent
I wanted the love
the connection
that we all seek
but I accepted
and made myself content
being me and knowing me
and not knowing the me
that was with you
*
Now I'm back to
being me
-without
-alone
and see how
much I've grown
with you
and with out.